A Funny Dream and my 200th post

 


This is my 200th post, and on January 24, 2025 I ended up having a pretty funny dream. 

Hehe, earlier in the night I dreamed my hubby came out and saying “Pants 👖 😃”, and I'm like yes you have them,

And again he said “Pants my Love 🥰👖😁”.

And I said again yup you have Pants.

And then I think the song with Stevie Wonder was playing “I just came to say how much I love you🥰.”

And with all of that it made me laugh 😄🙂 and smile so I didn't want to forget about it, so I messaged my hubby about it while I remembered, and then I went back to sleep 😴😉.

So when I got up later and my hubby saw me, the first thing He said to me is Pants 👖 😃.


I really felt like Elohim (God) was saying to me I see that you have been struggling so much mentally everyday with your anxiety and depression, as well as you gut stuff, and I just wanted to make you smile and laugh, so you can hold onto that and see that your life is still worth living even in these very difficult times.

I think Elohim was also getting me to feel the love and have the love come back for my hubby, as when you are in deep depression and anxiety and really not liking yourself it’s very hard to feel those times.  So to see how excited my hubby was in my dream about his pants, made me love him more.

So now we will just randomly say Pants 👖 😃 to each other, which is so fun😁.  So you will know now the inside joke we have with that.

 

On a crazy note I can’t believe that I’ve done 200 posts.  This one isn’t a long one, but I still felt like I wanted to write this when I felt led to it, and it’s nice to have an uplifting one every once in awhile and to remember that I always want to help people if I can through my posts.

So I hope those that are really struggling like I am daily to get to laugh here and there and to see that Elohim is still trying to help you out, and I hope this post will put a smile on your face.

Patricia  <3    :)

 

Psalm 126:2      Then our mouth was filled with laughter, and our tongue with shouts of joy;
then they said among the nations, “The Lord has done great things for them.”

 

Here’s a song about worshiping our God and bowing down to Him, and seeing altogether that He is lovely and wonderful, and that we will never know how much it cost to see our sins on the cross.

 

“Here I Am To Worship” by Hillsong

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXg2ztge8f0&list=PL3whQX319DaAclnKXItlUORyULzMr1rTi&index=15

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