These 3 Things to help (Counselling)

 

On June 27, 2024 I decided to write about an important post about some things that came up during counselling.

I was feeling immense emotional pain and I want to commit suicide – But I Choose Not To as I love Elohim, Yeshua, and my husband and other loved ones.

I have to admit that saying that makes me scared because the pain is so overwhelming - and it affects my husband so much that I keep giving into thoughts of suicide –  but I don't see a way out.

So I say to Yeshua (Jesus) and Elohim (God) I am so terrified of life and all I want to do is hide and not be here anymore - and I'm sorry for not choosing life and not wanting to be alive, and do you forgive me?

Yeshua said I do, and to remember to breathe and you aren't alone and I can help you.

I tell Yeshua I am sooooo scared and I can't stop the pressure of this life.

He says to me, Remember these 3 things Breathe, I am not alone and Yeshua & Elohim can help me, and to thank Them for that.

Remember that Elohim (God) breathed life into us, and to keep letting Him help you.

Then we talked to The Inner Critic and it is tired of me and is upset that I am not fighting for myself and that I keep giving into the fear, depression and sadness.

I say to the Inner Critic that I'm sorry I've given into things, and I see it's hard for you to see me so distraught and not be able to get me better.

So I said to the Inner Critic – I am going to try to keep going and have us work together so we won't be alone in this & Yeshua & Elohim are still there for Support.

Then I Tell the Inner Critic to Remember these 3 things Breathe, I am not alone and Yeshua & Elohim can help me.

Then the Inner Critic says Please Don't Leave Me Alone, as we all need help to get Patricia Better.

I say to the Inner Critic - Thank You for working on these struggles with me.

As those reading this post you can see that I am struggling really difficultly mentally and I feel so desperate to want to end my life, but I remember that I Choose to Stay because I love Yeshua, Elohim, my husband and other loved ones.  Currently that’s not an easy thing to say, but it’s a stance that I need to take.

And again 3 simple, yet at times hard to acknowledge are to Breathe, that I am not alone and that Yeshua & Elohim can help me.

When you are in the throws of it, it truly seems like the only way out is by ending your life, and man do I feel that unfortunately every freaken day, but I also know that our God is stronger than what the enemy is throwing and pushing back at us.  So we just have to hold on and push on and take a Stand that We are Meant to Be Here, and that Elohim’s (God’s) love is what will get us through these very difficult times.

So to remember To Keep Breathing, and accepting that Life is a Gift, and so precious, and we are all important.  So I know how insanely difficult it is when you are suicidal each day – But Please keep trying, as you are more loved than you can every know and are meant to be here.

 

Patricia    <3   :)

 

Exodus 15:2     The Lord is my strength and my song, and He has become my salvation;
this is my God, and I will praise Him, my father's God, and I will exalt Him.

 

Here’s a song about for those that have prayed a thousand prayers and can’t seem to find answers anywhere and fighting off the lie that no on cares.  It’s for those that are losing hope, and for those who feel forsaken and alone.  To have God give you eyes to see that He is greater, and have courage to rise and believe that He is able and God to bring peace through the fire, which is this payer for you.

For those that are tired and are worried souls to still have faith to ask for miracles to happen and choose to believe that He is in control.  To keep your eyes on the Lord, and to find refuge in the Lord, to feel closer to Him all of your days.

 

“My Prayer For You” by Alisa Turner

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hj_0pvIGkks&list=PL3whQX319DaAclnKXItlUORyULzMr1rTi&index=1