God won't leave me in my struggles, as He can speak through Others


 

On September 1, 2023 I decided to write about an important post about when I was messaging my hubby while I was still at my Mom’s place saying that I was Super Crazy Struggling Mentally.  It super brought me down, and I didn’t know if I could make it through the day as the darkness was so unbelievably strong.  It was putting me way over the edge today 😞. 

I think the enemy may have been taking advantage of me being alone so to speak, as my Mom was on her vacation, and my hubby hadn’t picked me up yet.  Sure my brother J. was home, but he’s not the type to try to be supportive, as he’s the one who’s always looking to be helped.  So I felt so trapped and alone inside of myself.  It really is terrifying when the darkness is so strong that it feels like it’s suffocating you and you see no way out 😞. 

After I message My hubby, he said to me to just keep in touch babes, and he’ll be there before I know it 😘

I said “I know”

Then my sweet hubby messaged me “Oh the babes, you need to pray”

Then Not long later – I got a message from my new friend L. who I have mentioned before, which is when my mood started to get better with L.’s message and funny situation she was in.

So L. sent a sudden Good Morning waving Pooh Bear picture to me and I was so thankful – As I said I was having a Super Crazy Struggling Day.

The crazy thing is that L. had no clue how brutal that morning was for me, and yet she sent me that waving Good Morning Pooh Bear picture via text

But She said that she had a feeling I was having a bad day – with that I messaged her that she really does seem to somehow know when I am super struggling, that it's like God is speaking to her how I am so often, which is crazy amazing 😲❤️.

She said the reason she sent me the waving Good Morning Pooh Bear was because she was having a good morning, as it seemed like everyone was waving 👋 at her when she was driving, so she couldn’t help but smile and want to send that Good Day Feelings my way.

But then she found out after that actual the reason so many people were waving at her, was that she had left her coffee on the top of her car ☺️.  So when she mentioned that I couldn’t help but laugh, and that started to help ever so little make my mood that much better.

I can could tell Yeshua (Jesus) & Elohim (God) were trying to help me today ❤️, and I thank you Lord for this & L. ❤️.- Elohim was reminding me He won't leave me today while I was in my struggles ❤️.

It reminded me that Sometimes not great things happen for unknown reasons, but they can be to cheer me up another person like it did today, which I really needed it, as it helped me laugh and start to get out of me dark spot I was in❤️.

Remember that when you really Need Him – He will reach back, and sometimes if I you can’t seem to feel Him in that moment, He can send a loved one to help reach you❤️.

Patricia   <3   :)

 

1 Peter 5:7   Cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you.

 

I found this song, for when you are so broken hearted and aren’t sure things are going to get better, but you need to give it to Elohim (God), and you still see that thy will be done, as He hears and feels what we feel, and does everything for a reason.

 

“Thy Will” by Hillary Scott & The Scott Family

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iCR_Fa8YV2U&list=PL3whQX319DaB37iB8NZpJe206iSdpe3kc&index=128

 

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