Pearce the Heart

  On September 9, 2023 I decided to write about an important post about when how M. messaged me suddenly while I was awake in the middle of the night in a struggle.   I had been a bit anxious about having the ice cream sandwich and yogurt yesterday – even though it was fun having that with my sweet hubby. But I ended up having more gut pains overnight because of it, which kept me awake.   I figured since I felt more awake that I would catch up on notes for some of my future posts that I was behind in. Originally if I hadn't had any gut pains I would have likely been sleeping in bed with my hubby –  but because my gut pains were more painful overnight - I was on the couch as that's the best place for me when my gut pains are worse as I can prop myself up more with the pillow. Because I was on the couch and working on my future post stuff - I happened to be available to M. when she messaged me She suddenly messaged me to check to see if I was still awake and th...

  On September 5, 2023 I decided to write about an important post about when my husband and I had a really nice walk on a Beach Trail by the lake in our city H. we are currently living, and of course I took lots of pictures, as I wanted to have a memory of it to look back on as I knew this would be the last week for awhile that I would be together with my sweet hubby before I go to H.W. for treatment on Sept. 11, 2023. Though I was still having my Mental and Gut troubles – I still wanted to enjoy as much time as I could with my sweet hubby.   So that’s why we figured it would be good for us to go by the lake and enjoy the beauty that was out there, as I find when we go out for walks together it often relaxes me, as being with and around my hubby puts me in a happy place 😊 . So while we were going for a walk we kept seeing this older lady who was walking and taking lots of picture like me 😊 So my Sweetness, which I sometimes call my husband & I imagined that she cou...

  On September 1, 2023 I decided to write about an important post about when I was messaging my hubby while I was still at my Mom’s place saying that I was Super Crazy Struggling Mentally.   It super brought me down, and I didn’t know if I could make it through the day as the darkness was so unbelievably strong.   It was putting me way over the edge today 😞 .   I think the enemy may have been taking advantage of me being alone so to speak, as my Mom was on her vacation, and my hubby hadn’t picked me up yet.   Sure my brother J. was home, but he’s not the type to try to be supportive, as he’s the one who’s always looking to be helped.   So I felt so trapped and alone inside of myself.   It really is terrifying when the darkness is so strong that it feels like it’s suffocating you and you see no way out 😞 .   After I message My hubby, he said to me to just keep in touch babes, and he’ll be there before I know it 😘 I said “I know” Then m...