Pearce the Heart

  For some time now I generally write a post when I feel inspired to write one.   I don’t necessarily know when and if I’ll put it on my blog, but I think maybe someday it will become a future post that will help someone that is currently or has gone through the struggles I have. Anyways I decided to write on December 4 -5, 2022, which I have mention for awhile, my gut and mental struggles have been a really difficult one for me, sure I’ve had the mental struggles most of my life, but these past almost 3 ½ years has been a really difficult one. I can honestly say that these have been the hardest years of my life, which is saying something considering how my earlier years have been. I’m just not a resilient as I used to be, when something is bashing you over the head day in and day out, you end up eventually accepting this is my life now and you often think I don’t want to live or care much about anything anymore. At this point everything takes an extreme amount of ener...